Wow so many people having their babys already makes me jealous. But I know I must count my blessings in that my baby boy is doing so good inside his mommy's tummy and kicking up a storm. I am HUGE and I am not even exagerating one bit. I can tell he has already dropped my tummy is so low I feel like I have something in between my legs like a bowling ball or something lol. This saturday is my baby shower:] I am sooo EXCITED. . .BUT nervous too. I think it's normal that I am a little nervous because I am worried not many people will show up or they might not have fun, but idk hopefully everything will turn out GREAT:]. I am 34 weeks and some days. I'll be 35 weeks this saturday on my baby shower date. I about two more weeks I have my next doc appt and they're finally gonna check me down there. WHICH i know I'm weird but I am sooo excited b/c I guess it just makes things more real AND I'm curious to know if i'm dilated or effaced any...Being off and away from work has been such a blessing really<3. It is beyond nice not having to worry about dealing with RUDE customers or just plain ol people who don't treat you right. I can't complain. I spent a few days with my aunt and I always have fun when I'm with her and we really don't even do anything. It feels great to have so much support from the ones I love and the one's who really matter.
So I guess I will do an update on John AKA sperm donor. Nothing new really. He has a job his first day was Monday I think? IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME RIGHT?! ugh. So of course he texts me and is like just got off of work (like i care) Hope you and Leo are doing good I love you and Leo...(gag face) maybe some of you think I am being mean, but you really have no idea. I then texted him and told him that's great you have a job I mean you should have been done had one so I am not gonna get all excited and jump out of my panties. . .it was only your first day let's hope you can KEEP this job. And i asked him to stop sweet talking me and telling me he loves me and misses me because we are DONE. I don't mind if he asks about Leo. I really am hoping he grows up and understands what he needs to do. Child Support wise...I in no way plan on keeping him from his son AS LONG AS he is helping. I've said it 100 times and I'll say it again. He has done absolutely NOTHING for MY son this entire time and I am almost 35 wks! OH well wait a couple wks ago he bought like two 3 pack onesies exaclty the same just diff sizes! um ok? you'd be pissed too right? it's like he has no commens sense. I just said thank you I didn't let him know I was mad. well not mad but c'mon really? So that's all he's done.
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