Worried

I can't even begin to fathom the fact of my baby boy dying. Which you're probably thinking why I am worried or even thinking about that right now. I just saw on FB that a girl I went to school with lost her baby girl :[ :[ :[ :[ she was so little only a few months old. IDK why or how, but I am guessing SIDS. This is happening TOO MUCH. It is absolutely horrific. I also follow a blog of a mother who lost her baby girl Maddie at 4 months to SIDS. The only thing I can do is read and do my research and make sure I am doing everything that is recommended to help reduce SIDS. There is no black/white to SIDS. No one knows why an infant dies suddenly which blows my mind. Ugh. not cool. THIS RIGHT HERE is why I swear I will not leave my son with NO one but my family and also won't be leaving him to go out and party anytime soon. It's just not happening. SIDS is serious and it's happening too much if you ask me something needs to get done about it. My thoughts and prayers go out to all the mommies who have had to face this. :[