Today is Weds my day off and it just had to be a rainy day *sigh*. I'm home alone my little sister is at school and my mom is working. BD is out looking for a job and I asked if i could tag along (it would be better then being here alone) but he said no. . .hmmm yea i know what your thinking. Yea I'm mad but it didnt shock me it just hurt my feelings but im tired of letting my emotions get the best of me. . .I was thinking about this coming semester and college. I really was wanting to just take classes online maybe part-time college and spend time with Leo. I dont wanna be away from him so soon, and i know i won't be able to leave him either. So i mentioned that to BD and he said that it was a good idea, and i just said well im happy you understand. (because i know it won't work out most likely) Because it's going to be his responsibility to help me with gas and baby stuff... i told him that he said "that's my duty" that didn't phase me those are just words VIA TEXT MESSAGE. Just talk no actions. So i just simply said well i hope it can work out that way.
Today is my day off and i work for the rest of the week i hate when my manager does my schedule like this. Im off mon & weds then work4 days straight...needless to say im a zombie by the time Sunday comes around, It's hard to get good sleep, and the feet and back pain are constant. But oh well i gotta do what i gotta do. . .I'm so ready to meet my lil boy it just seems so far away. JULY 16th is his EDD and he is not garunteed to even come on that day so what if i have to wait longer...hopefully not. I put some of his sticker decals on his wall they are so cute and came out really nice! I will post a pic.
I hate being alone...especially on rainy days. :/
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| This is the Rock n Play sleeper. This is where he will sleep in my room for the first few months. |
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"No More Monkeys Jumping on The Bed"
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