Isn't he the cutest monkey you've ever seen?
Ok so back to some updates...I really wish I did have the time to update this thing everyday or at least every other day. BUT when I do have "free time" I am doing school work or cleaning the house. I don't recall my last post so forgive me if I repeat something...Leo's father has not seen leo or for that matter even asked about him in almost two months. Of course he lost his job. AGAIN? I don't understand just as you don't either. I really thought he was going to step up and take care of his responsibilities. So he hasn't given me any money of course. So that brings me to letting you all know I got a job! yay! It's only part time for now the weekends hopefully I can start working Friday too! It is in the food court at the mall. I work with my besties so it is freakin awesome! I lOVE it! I also love not having to depend on SPERM DONOR! he can get lost for all I care. It isn't Leo's fault I don't want to be with him so he shouldn't ignore his son! AND if he can't provide financially he could at least make the effort to come and SEE LEO. I in no way planned or plan on keeping leo from him. BUT this whole ordeal has really changed my mind to say the least... I have filed for child support and there is no telling how long that will take, but that is ok. I want everything written in stone when it comes to Leo. If sperm donor doesn't want to pay CS fine with me. He can sign over his rights. Either one...ok lets talk about something else...LEO's sleeping habits have gone to SHIT! he is sleeping like a NB again! *sad face* he is waking up every 2 hours or more. Needless to say I am egg fucking sausted. Like my new word? Idk what it is going to take to get him to sleep better, but lord knows I am at my wits end! We are still breastfeeding and he gets about 1-3 bottles of formula a day...depending on If I am working. I do cloth diaper still, but not Full time... IT still save a TON of money though:] I have ventured into Prefolds and love them! Education wise I am already enrolled in a program for next semester to become a PCT which is basically like a CNA but a little more. I am so excited! I will be certified after this coming semester and I can begin working towards my dream career! Now I spent all this time updating you guys and I wonder If anyone still reads my blog...LOL anyways if you read this thank you so much!
One more pic because he is so darn cute!
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