Leonardo "Blank" "Blank". . .

The title speaks for itself. I'm stuck on finding a good, unique middle name for little Leo, and i'm also unsure whether i want him to have my last name or his dads. I mean his dad will always be his dad, but I don't want to give him his dads last name and then things go horrible and him end up not being part of his life. WHICH I'm sure would never happen, but still. . .So i was thinking just to give him my last name, and give it a couple years and leave it up to john if he wants to "adopt Leo" or whatever the process is so he'll legally have his last name, he'll have to pay, but if he really wants him to have his last name it shouldnt be that big of a deal. Right? OR I could give Leo both of our last names...IDK. oh well enough of that!

SOOO. I've been thinking of how i'm gonna raise my little Leo. So I am planning on babywearing, and that's where you carry the baby in a carrier. I think I'll lOVE THAT and hopefully he will too!!! I got some awesome info from babycenter.com on which carriers are the best! John was interested in the BJORN one, and come to find out that is not very safe for babies and not comfy for the boy parts. . .lol so i deff like the BECO GEMINI the Ginger print. It's cute a lil pricey but hey at least it's safe for my baby and me and his "man junk" I like the idea of carrying your baby so close. Here is a picture.

nice. RIGHT? I'll probably be ordering it online since it's not available in stores. . .

Random: i had originally made an extra baby book for Leo to look at when he is older or to give to his wife or whatever, but technology is awesome so i've only been doing this and ignoring the binder i've been writing in. I was thinking to print out each blog post to put in his book? yea i think i'll do that:].

His theme again is monkeys might as well just be Jungle though. I was looking at beddings for his crib which he wont really be using until he's probaby 4 months, and I didn't really see any solid monkey ones I liked.

Well as of today i am 21 weeks and feeling great. I love feeling him kick. I wish time would fly but i try not to say that too much cause i know when he is here i'll be wanting time to slow down:]. I'm sure July will be here before i know it! ! when i first started working it was my feet that would seriously KILL ME! ! not saying that they still dont but they tend to last a lil longer and dont hurt as much as they used to. now its my freaking back that doesnt last long at all lol. It hurts so bad by the time i get off. I have two little stretch marks so far on my love handles im sure they wont be small by the time July comes though. . .Other then that things are great! !