With arms wide open

I love this little thing inside of me so much already. It brightens my day to feel him/her kick and move all day. I never thought i would be in this position 5 years ago, but I wouldn't change it for anything. Working is so much easier now that i have a purpose and motivation, and that is too provide for my child. Working fast food is dreadful dealing with rude customers and lazy coworkers, but now that all doesn't phase me, I know why I'm there and that's all that matters. Today after work I was flipping through radio stations and Arms wide Open by Creed was on:] that song always makes me get teary eyed I LOVE it! I know i will be a great mom. I am still with the babies father but things aren't going well as of now. He is a little immature and is taking longer to grow up then i'd hoped. But all that doesn't matter any more, i mean yes of course i would love to be with him HAPPY, STABLE, & in LOVE. But his goals and plans aren't that same as mine lately. I want to give my child a home where she has her mom and father to come home too, but then again that doesnt mean i am going to be with just because he is the father of my child. the only this that matters to me right now and for the rest of my life is the little booger inside of me that wont stop kicking:]<3. I LOVE YOU BOOGER!!!!!